Don't wanna be "FOREVER BLUE"
Mau♥ 19♥ Dec. 14♥ Polytechnic University of the Philippines♥ 4th year college♥ studying Bachelor in Cooperatives Major in Financial Management and Accounting♥

Friendly. Sensitive. I can be nice to everyone if they can do the same.
We lose something. We gain something. Each day we strive to survive. Everyday is a challenge you can't just passed by. But that's how I'll live, my failures are the proof of my triumphs, my humiliations keep me strong, my love for this life I live is the sole reason why I win in every aspects of life. Imperfection makes me the perfect being I can be. :)



Panapanahon ang pagkakataon maibabalik ba ang kahapon? Tirik na tirik yung araw, kasabay nun yung pag iyak ng isang bata dito. Palipas oras ang pagseselfie bago ang libing 😔😔

Panapanahon ang pagkakataon maibabalik ba ang kahapon? Tirik na tirik yung araw, kasabay nun yung pag iyak ng isang bata dito. Palipas oras ang pagseselfie bago ang libing 😔😔


Ang galing niyang kumanta :)

Thank you God, Jesus Christ for always listening on my sentiments and prayers, for the confidence you gave me when I start on doubting myself on doing things, for giving me my family who accept and loves me for who I am, for giving me friends whom I always cherish and for a life to experience those good things in this world. Thank you for everything I will never get tired on having my faith in you ❤️❤️😊 #goodfriday

Thank you God, Jesus Christ for always listening on my sentiments and prayers, for the confidence you gave me when I start on doubting myself on doing things, for giving me my family who accept and loves me for who I am, for giving me friends whom I always cherish and for a life to experience those good things in this world. Thank you for everything I will never get tired on having my faith in you ❤️❤️😊 #goodfriday

Delete her number.

Stop ringing her. Stop messaging her. Stop making excuses to see her, to drop by her place.

Erase her name from memory. Remove yourself from her life, more completely than you would like but as completely as she deserves. Move on, so that you can allow her to also move on. When you close your eyes, you don’t get to see her face. Not anymore. You don’t get to think about her lips, the warm glow of her skin when she rests next to you, or how she squeezes your hand in her sleep. You are not allowed to remember the smell of her perfume, that she only drinks mint tea (with two dollops of honey), or that she loves you.

She loves you.

She has been in love with you for too long.

So, forget how she says your name. Forget how she calls your name. Forget how she screams your name. Forget that time you got sick and she stayed up with you all night, letting you lay your head in her lap and holding a cold compress to your forehead. Forget how her hair feels in your fingers. Forget how she looks in your sweatshirts.

Forget her.

Know only that she existed at one point in your life, but relinquish all hope that she could exist at another point — sometime in the future that you are unwilling to specify because you don’t know what you want. Yet. It is not fair for you to swoop in and out of her life as you choose. It is not fair for you to say that you are satisfied with “things as they are” and you will have time to “figure it out” later. Let her stop investing emotionally in you. Let her pour that love and care into the people who deserve her.

Don’t tell her that you think about her all the time. Don’t tell her that it bothers you to hear about her with other people, but that you’re willing to understand as long as she likes you more than them. Don’t tell her that this isn’t the right moment but that there will be a right moment. There is not going to be a right moment. She shouldn’t have to wait for the right moment.

Don’t tell her that you can’t handle ultimatums, that you don’t like the idea of finally adding finality to your relationship — whatever still remains of it.

What you are telling her is that you want to keep her on as an option, that you are taking her for granted, that you want to know she will be there, that you can depend on her at the end of the day. When you find that no one else has stuck around or that those who have are less interesting, less thoughtful, or less doggedly loyal to you.

Doggedly loyal to you.

That is what she has been to you, for you almost as long as you have known her: a constant emotional crutch, the guarantee of stability, a safety net while you reach out to grasp objects that sparkle and shine far greater than she does. All that glitters is not gold, haven’t you heard?

She is fire. You are ice, and you are afraid that her slow burn will smolder your cool, hard demeanor. That’s what has driven your decisions, your actions all along: fear. You are a coward. You are a hypocrite. You are terrified to let her go, but you are afraid she is too good for you, that she could drive you wild, that you would choke on her flames. That she is too much for you to handle right now.

Right now.

But if you choose not to love her now, you can’t choose to love her later.
for you (via sourientmesbeaux)

(Source: laurenhooper)

Nice one bro ❤️❤️❤️ Congrats :)  ikaw na talaga 🎉🎉

Nice one bro ❤️❤️❤️ Congrats :) ikaw na talaga 🎉🎉

Start believing no one else would if you, yourself don’t start :) #quotes #believing

Start believing no one else would if you, yourself don’t start :) #quotes #believing

❤️❤️ #quotes #finding #way

❤️❤️ #quotes #finding #way

Baby ero-ero :) fluffy cheeks ❤️#cutie

Baby ero-ero :) fluffy cheeks ❤️#cutie

Missing highschool friends ❤️❤️

Missing highschool friends ❤️❤️

Morning thoughts :) happy thoughts :)

Morning thoughts :) happy thoughts :)

From the day I saw her in Asia’s Next Top Model I start to idolized her :) She’s just too great and beautiful as well :) #joeymeadking #fangirling

From the day I saw her in Asia’s Next Top Model I start to idolized her :) She’s just too great and beautiful as well :) #joeymeadking #fangirling

Paputian daw ng legs sabi ni mama :) Sorry Ma mas maputi yung akin :) #nofilter #motherdaughtermoment

Paputian daw ng legs sabi ni mama :) Sorry Ma mas maputi yung akin :) #nofilter #motherdaughtermoment

Laguna is love. :) #summerfever

Laguna is love. :) #summerfever


Bebe Dudung’s Kulitanmoments101 :)

With my StuffLOVE CALI ❤️❤️❤️

With my StuffLOVE CALI ❤️❤️❤️

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